Confessions

As if you can't tell it has been awhile since I have been to the gym or anywhere near a gym. Why? I don't know I lost the desire to want to be there. I haven't stepped on a scale either and only recently have I gotten the desire to even look at the number again, but I haven't yet. I am not concerned about it at all. I am wearing my 24 jeans and they are loose on me. If I am not wearing a belt I can pull them down without unbuttoning them. My work pants are fitting better than they have in a long time. Worried about it? No, but I know if I don't start back at the gym it won't last that long.

I lost my desire and I can't seem to find it.